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2009-05-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

LINK ME UP @ http://ktkl08.livejournal.com

; TYVM x3

2009-04-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

Attachment had stopped, cos of the swine flu':/

SHOO SWINE!!

Tatas.

2009-04-30T00:18:00.001+08:00

I'M FINE GUYS,

just hope things wont happen again :)

TATAHS.

2009-04-27T22:31:00.006+08:00

ZOO'S PHOTO.
just a little here, will have more to come ": D

W.WF.YT.DL.TC.MT.ME.DT.S

LASTLY

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GIRLFRIENDS FOREVER<3

2009-04-26T00:54:00.003+08:00

F.Y.I, i'll cre8 a livejournal, as soon as I've got the time, I'm bored on blogger, and have got nothing to say here, hopefully, there'will be sometime I can say there ! :C
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Lot's of emo here and there, but, im always not the one there, call me a failure friend instead, I honestlly can't do anything for them. But guys/girls, YOU'RE NOT ALONE. :)
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I'm emo-ed too, alot of things, alot of times, alot of nights, I ~~~~~ Just don't know why am I behaving this way. I felt so alone! Although I've many weekdays I can do, many weekends I can play. You're still the one i missed, but long ago, you've already put me down, totally , I became like nothing to you. Do you know, I dare not know new guys, I dare not try, I dare not want to know, and seriouslly I tried to h8 dem all ! Anyway, study hard, I'll wait and hear your good news, (if you still rmb-ed me as a friend, and wanted to share it w me): C
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it's just a damm sad thing, when whereever you go, you've to act like you're happy, have to give all in, have to keep quiet and say nothing. it's hard to be loved, for just a person like me. : C
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Tomorrow going ZOO w one big gang, got, I think 10 plus people. Excited to see elephant, monkey, and others and we can BEHAVE like one of them tml : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

it's 1 AM, time to sleep. GOODYNIGHT<3

2009-04-24T17:02:00.003+08:00

SUNNY we going to the - "ZOO"?, please all go !!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

-i miss you bgirlffs, let's dance the whole day together... kusobaba(s) i also want a outing tgt ! I'll plan it, please keep yr every saturday free ~~~, i'm the boss. lols : DD

2009-04-23T17:05:00.003+08:00

MY LEG IS DAMMMMMMM SOUR NOW,brillant clarelyn asked me to add water to me leg. (lols)

any1 can save me?!!!:Z

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Ahma's today very well behave, got 2, handed in me hands, they ate!!!! yayay!! no la just jking. Think they are finally staved and doesnt want to throw tantrum anymores. They wanted to give up , but hopefully not ! && got 1 ahma, almosted make me tears today. SN put NG tube for her, from the nose to the stomach, she struggled, after many tried still failed to put it in, HAIX. She nose bleeded and im very sad bodo ! I thinking, if nexttime i pass out, how can I do it??? ! : C

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Got 1 ahma say I nice, very paitence, (tis i cannot deny la) lols-.- im happy, and I'll continue to serve me best for them, at least, learning not to get agitated easily . I'm a very short temp girl, and I'm learning not to be one. At least to me pt's . :D
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ALA.I'm tired... soooooooo~~~

TATAS!

2009-04-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

it's 1 AM(midnight) now, and im here to post ; GAHH :C
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im happy for the ahma(s) today, 5 discharged today, wooohooo ~~! :DDDDDDDDDD
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tomorrow gonna wakie at 10.30 am to CGH, and I've like 7+ more hours to sleep. hoho!
today got one hyper-angry ahma scratch me, until now still got 2 scratchmark. Damm pain la ahma!!! I'm so nice to you la, wanna sayang you you know ?!! GAH:C
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But also got 1 ah ma sayang me, LOLS. Say I good girl . LOL><
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ALA, me post is too random i'm sorry ! TOO TIRED LEEEEEE!

hey boy, i dno i should be happy or not, but im gald, you smsed me today , althou is like so boliao, i want more!!! more !!!! more!!! i wanna get to know how's your life going on!!!!!!!:C

2009-04-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

I CANT STOP MYSELF FROM CRYING T.T !

i knew it, i still love you allot ! :C

2009-04-18T19:09:00.002+08:00

It's gonna be hard for me to face this reality, now I know, onces things are gone, they will be gone, I hate it, why can't we be friends anymore ?! --x
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I sms-ed you, from ytd I told my fucking self that you've slept. Till today, you dont even bother replying me, a " ÿes?" WTF! HAIX.
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It's my own fault. But I can't stop myself for not forgetting you, you guys can! But a girls cannot ok ?!

PMS
damm it, i'm hv-ing pms!

F> LESBIAN 'S WANTED!
i dont wanna be alone,~

dear girlfriend(s) you're not alone, find me, I'm so so so single and available for girls!~~(-.-)

TRYING..

I'm trying to post longer? Some one call KYLE wanted me to post longlonglong . But i dk how?! KYLE, im gonna fan you tonight again ?! Gonna let you counsell me too. : CCCCCCCCCC

TATA!!~~

2009-04-17T16:36:00.005+08:00

HELLO!S

Today was rather a "soso" day, early morning, I started to show faces, yesterday night was told by CP tcher that we're not suppose to do things alone, not even, trainers and trainers. So today, all of us when panic-ed, This and that, everything we do are supposed to call our EN,SN. But none of them wanted to help, they only say, why cannot? Why this also need assist? Just give la? That also need assist? I feel like telling them, we're not a worker here, yet, we're only a 4day 's old student over here waiting to be taught ! >< - ~ Ahma's also nagged us, but I can see that she just scare that we 'll get scolding. But they never know what really are going on man! Things are not becoming easiler, yet HARDER ! So I'm not gonna depend on them anymore ; do ourself la mates ! butbut, we've a very nice SISTER~: D
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TAGS RPLIED.

BABA-SHERMIN> LOVELY GIRL~~ I'm damm tired too ; aw!!! meet up soon: DD

DERRICK> haha. I'm so happy that I'm so wanted. But K, dont want me, LOL! ):
BABA-SHERMIN> Ya la, I told him Kyle tis name is damm sux. Like girl's name, I also dk wahy he want so many name for what? HAHA. yea, all are MINE : DDDD

KEEP TAGS COMinG IN : D

2009-04-16T16:16:00.002+08:00

I'm back home AFTER a 3 days old of attachment @ CGH. I should have say "I LIKE IT"there, as in "LIKE" all the elderly patient's there ! They're wonderfully polite, and they will say "teli-makasay, thankyou, xie xie, kam xia and stuffs like that after you helped them. Which also make you happy for what you've done to helped them. ( they seriouslly appreciated our care for them, and non- of them treat us as a real trainers, yet they quite like us, i should say (:
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As a newbie, there're several times when I almost tears for them, they are all in pain and (DIL) , they will always say tolong tolong, painpain and there' was one (pt), she will take our hand and put it on her chest. I feel that she need US! && I really regret neglecting her today. As she's not belong to my cubicle. (confidental things i shall leave it confidental)
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I just have no words to describle how much I LIKE DEM. && I hope that they could discharge ASAP!!

TAGS R'PLIED HERE >

TO Yeetheng> Don't be silly darling, firstly, I'll never poke you with needles, check you, as I will put you in danger, I've no experience at all. So I'll not let you to be in dangered in my hands, secondly, you're no sick. So nobody is gonna poke you. YUP! you're MINEMINEMINE : DDD DARLING, please also update me about your things uh, (:

TO Derrick> You go eat shyte lor, every monday to friday, so many pt'you choose one.. Eat le den tell me, tell me dao di shyte can eat anot? hahaha. miss you, different ward ):

TO SHERLIN> Mei. I MISS YOU TOO, I can't go wongshifu there for the time being, unless it's a sat or sun, cos I attachment start le.. JUNE holiday can meet up yea? :D

TO LITING> SIS, HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO : DDD

TATA!!

2009-04-12T13:34:00.003+08:00

I think I'll be getting real busy soon, attachment starts tomorrow and I haven got myself prepared, firstly; holiday's period had been making me sleep late, suddenly, I've to woke up at 6 am just for that. YES. I like to be busy, so that ~~~ I can be busy. But but~... iI'm not prepared!!
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Lately, i also have been very moody, maybe due to my PMS haven come. DAMM shag~~
(K) : I wish I could be the one, still the one taking care of you. Still the one pei-ing you. :C
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Precious,
JIAYOU JIAYOU. Be it in studies, relationships, friendships, any ships. * MY PHONE IS ON.*
&& I know, my msn have not been very active now adays due to my audi- but my phone will be as active as always. (L)ove you always (:

Wifey,
JIAYOUJIAYOU too, monday school reopen le. Dont'give up. If you still wanna be a childcare teacher oh, (l)ove you too ! :DDDDDDDD

Xinggan,
JIAYOU too, for you, I've nothing to say, you're best at everything compared to us. Just *chill* about that unhealthy (l)ove. Better ones are coming up for you, (l)ove you three:D

KUSOBABA(s),
JIAYOU cleanning backsides, ahemahem, (l)ove you all :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

(K)
JIAYOU for your :O's , (l)ove you also. (write for myself to see-.-)

TATA ! WILL NOT BE BACK.

2009-04-08T14:21:00.006+08:00

I'M GONNA POST ABOUT YESTERDAY'S OUTING ; DD

PRECIOUS x3

XINNGANX3

DORDORX3

ZHENGEN X3

WIFE! X3

DER.JOYCE. && ME. X3

MEI && ME (LOVES)

JUMPJUMP after about 10 + try?? (the "love bridge almost break?)

W THE "L.O.V.E @ LOVE BRIDGE

THE NERDD : DDDDDDDD

2009-04-02T01:59:00.002+08:00

IT'S 2AM RIGHT NOW, AND I KUN SLP, ):

When out w BGFFS juz now to Mrs Lee house, damm miss her, 2 years never see.. Still so fun-nehs! Had great time w her and 女友(s) :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

More time to come nehska. :D

&& lastly, congratz KUSOBABAs, we all passed, BIO and NS, we can go ATTACHMENT w/o going back school. yay!!!! <3 my AB!

Argh. No mood no moodddddddddddd! gah:C

2009-03-30T18:35:00.004+08:00

I saw you, at that place I fear to go, somehow, was also a place that I've to go, it's still painful, very very painful, but I'm gald that I can see you again ! && I miss you so much laaaa ):

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I've photos to post for that day, that ~~

[Thursday?]

2009-03-27T11:22:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late of posting, here I'ma going to post about

[Wednesday!]

Meet up 女友(s) 6+pm to get ready for BBQ (4/1) Saw some of my post classmates. Yay! But most of them had already left the BBQ, left those C-E hunks and babes. Nah~~ I'm gonna miss them real fast soon, cause I won't be going back to C-E for studies. "ATTACHMENT" at CGH soon ):
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Aftermath, when to fairprice to get all the ton-night foods. :D Gain fat for that goodness sake "LOVE" day! teehees.
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女友Help me W the mahjong and monopoly, I tell you, [that stupid mahjong weight 3kg la!] but thanks to PRECIOUS, she carried for me there eventhough she had just finshed her dance. [=x] We started our crap and mahjong from 11+pm to 7+AM. OMG. I've been torture from the sleepiness la! But manage to won chips for the first big round, that took us nearly 4 hours????! 4 hours!! just for 30chips : DD
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Second big round all gonna "KUN" already. Xinggan won :D Then 7+am when orhorh till 2PM. :D

[Thursday]

Did nothing much but, audi-ed. (:

[Friday]

I'm going to another BBQ (JN0901D) 's BBQ tonight. Bytches are coming my house to watch "coming soon" :D Will come back to post TMR i think !! (:

TATA goinq to hack at audi !xP

2009-03-24T21:52:00.003+08:00

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When C-E to get my EZLINK with my the kusobaba(s) today. Unfortunally, translink department didn't get my photos. So in the end took nothing back. GRRRRRRRRR! Ji suay!
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Aftermath, when little indian to get my eyebrown tredding done. The rest girls when to do too, nicenice!!! && ~~ DERDER. didn't do the tredding.. Hmhms.........
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When eat indian food afterthat, hmms. Some indian gravy not up to my taste budd!! Vegetarian for today :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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Next~~ was suppose to go chinatown to get nurse shoe, but Clarelynn baba have something on, so postponed to fri !! Fri will also be JN0901D BBQ. yeayyeay~~ can see them sooon!!!!!!!!
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HMMMMS MY POST IS DAMM RANDOM, I'M SORRY. DK WAD TO POST.
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Bought enen(niece) little shoe... Hope her hair will grow as fast as possible (:

2009-03-19T22:11:00.003+08:00

JUST FOR CUTES.
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RANDOMS!
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HAPPYHAPPY TODAY,
though i when back to see the same movie "comingsoon" again today. But I still enjoy my time with my 女友(s) which I think is very worth it anyway!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD' More to come ok darlings??? Nexttime no more ^xtras^(the guys) there! Only 4 of us ok? : D
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Hmms. DK why now adays super sick of guys. SICKSICKSICKSICKSICK. See them also SICK, everywhere, every mans are SICK! Nvr ever think of loving any of them any mores!!!!!! : D
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HAIS. I don't feel happy at alls, don't feel like smiling, as emo- as always. (except time with girls) Eat less sleep less, play ALOT!!!! : DDDDDDDDDDDD It's so hard to discibe the feelings. Anyway, d't want think anymores. ! (x) But just image, to em'(em') looks are so important! Don't say NO, it's the truth.. BUT I'M JUST WHO IM WAD!? 3th person I found hurting me!! ):

I wanna cry no mores! I'm just tired lahhhx!

2009-03-15T14:48:00.003+08:00

WATCHED "coming soon" yesterday, also motherprecious 's birthday. (:
Scary, yet managed to watch finished. Rated: 4/5 for it!!!!!!!!! NOTE!! Anybody who decided to go for it, bring somthing to cover your eyes!!! =x

0.0

Nobody will want me; to them, I'm just their game...! AH. whatever, I won't
cry a single tears for f(ukers anymore,

I WANTS MY PRECIOUS && 女友(s) ONLLY. WHO WANT BE LES WITH ME???! :DD

Precious: I wanted to see you so much right now, only you wouldn''t neglect me, only you I wanna be with! ILOVEU TOOOOOO!! "Lets be les" (jkjk; im crazy) I'm looking forward to the "" ton night "" : X

2009-03-13T00:14:00.001+08:00

HOLIDAY-ING TIME~~~

Rot at home,shackmyleg.

I've been posted to CGH. Gonna be busy real soon... =/

Stupid. naive. girl is me!

2009-03-10T21:53:00.002+08:00

WHY MUST WE END UP LIKE THIS?!

pleasecomebacktome...............

I didn't say that I'm still angry, so why must you ignore me?!

Why can't we be friends anymore~~

I just fucking dont understand!!

2009-03-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

[ Negative things happen to negative people! ]

I'm speechless;

2009-03-04T19:43:00.002+08:00

STOP HURTING ME! PLEASE FUCK OFF IF YOU DO!

I've been having headaches since morning, for dk'what reason; I guess partly is becos

I've got no enough sleep last night. Yup I slept for 6hours, but it's not enough for me....=/

Got rather emo mood today, bitches jio me for movie, they have a hard time pursuading me! sorry && BGFFS sorry for not going polyclinic with you girls too! Xinngan, I think you'll be ohk.. (:

STRESSED! && MOODY ME; I know you hate this me, If you were to tot of suai-ing me, go ahead.... But please don't be puo puo mama, ):

2009-03-02T19:17:00.003+08:00

KTKL's stressed;sadded;lostmood;feeling unfair !):

What I''ve done, doesn't seems to be enough;!

Exams approaching on 9/10-march. God damm early. So many topics to follow up and revise. Count BIO can enough to crack my head. Now still + NS! HAIX!

LIFE IS SO UNFAIR; Guy please stop it! I need real assurances from you. Stop doing ass things! I'm no longer that paitiences compared to past already. ! I want that real me BACK~~

2009-02-28T20:33:00.003+08:00

SIGHHS. LG. I really don't know what the hell IM doing!!? Love. Do I really love you? OR. am I just treating you as subsitute? OH GOD! I'm sorry ~! I don't want to be like this ~~~~

Boredboredbored.

TATA!

2009-02-27T20:59:00.002+08:00

Aiya! I really need to post, cos my 女友(s) are all kp-ing about my dead blog. hahahahah!

Got my testimonial, meet up with ex class mates at old school. All become super pretty & handsome with their golden hair so jealous! =xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Got snap snap with them, will upload if can!

YAWN! I'ma going with 女友(s) to chalet later at night, ton ton ton-ing later!! Very long didn''t ton already, i'ma going to play my lungs out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

TATA!!^^

KUSOSOBABAS OUTING

2009-02-22T17:48:00.011+08:00

SIAO GINA

x3 kusobabas!

BGFF! WHEN IS OUR OUTING TOO??!

BB!

2009-02-20T17:47:00.005+08:00

Today I've a LUM sum of things to say !
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I was upsets today, about the politic having in "D CLASS", many girls cried in class, so do I. It was sad la; being missunderstood because of eachother having miscommunication and stuffs like that.-- Some for over sensitiving, some for not being sensitive to eachother; I want that fun and forgiving class BACK! The one that can takes eachother jokes, the one that DONT hold grudges against eachother. & also the one that doesn't seek revenges.
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Like what "H" said, after today, it's a new family tree planted in "DCLASS" *Forgive and forget"is the key! && for me, I also wanted to apologise to so so many people ! But many of my friends dont hold grudges on me! hehes. They are so NICE laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa: D

&& i don't mean harm too lars!! =x

D'ÇLASS- ISN'T MDM HUANG A VERY NICE TEACHER? WHO WILL BOTHERED SOVLING PROBS FOR US?! SO... TREASURE EACHOTHER FROM TODAY ONWARDS EH!! : DDDD

D''CLASS IS LOVED=x

{actually i've tot of more things to say, but suddenly when speechless}

2009-02-16T21:44:00.003+08:00

Tired and pathetic day today....

I've got back my pathetic results finally. 46/50 : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Sup happy; my love for bio did not down to the drain finally ! Got more test to come. And is 2x harder. I got to study x2 more! *stress/depress* :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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I nearly laugh my ass off todaY. Got this 2 pathetic person make me do so.. HASSAN, kerantin song he sing LMAO luhs. && Pathetic Derrick shoe fly off the lecture hall, socks got hole somemore~~ : D
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Arghs. Í've no more to post.

I'MGONNACRYNOMORE?!

2009-02-14T13:35:00.002+08:00

I've shorted a YOU in my life, but added more people instead!:D
HAPPY QINREN JIE!! BGFFS && MY MOTHER LA GIRLS!
&& some other beloved ones x3

Confession making ..............
1st: WYT:

5 years(+09) of friendship with you, it's making me proud of our friendship! Silence, yet actually a quite strong one.. I know I've been neglecting you @ times, but always rmb' I'll always be there for you. You are always my good listener & adviser,& I've never onces disobey or disagree with your saying. Yet I appreciated what you said. YUP; you're so precious to me.. & ilove you!! HAPPY VALENTINES TO YOU AND BRANDON!^^

2nd:MTQQ:

5years(+09)of friendship with you too, I'm proud of it... 3years of being my wife.. Being my boxing bag, get scolded by me in hasty words but yet never onces bare the grudges. I appreciated it too ! YUP: you're so wifey to me ... && iloveyou too!
HAPPY VALENTINES TO YOU AND GUOMING!^^

3rd:TCBX:
5years(+09) of friendship three, I'm proud of it three... 3years of being my xingan? Being scolded by me in nasty words for what you've do wrong. But yet also never hold grudges..One of my good adviser too, yet don't know how to advise yourself. LOL. I appreciate three... YUP: you are so xinggan to me ... && ilove you three!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY W' ME.. lols.

4th:KUSOBABAS.
2months of friendship with you girls. There are. . Shermin, Clarelyn,Joyce,Veron && emilia. Clique of 6, a fun one and a childish one.. && violent too!(except me&veron) Thanks for the roses and the photos W smurch words written behind. lols. ladies!! ILOVEYOU GIRLS. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY..

&& alot of beloved ones. LOVE ALL =X

(Phasetest today)
Seriously, I nearly fail the test. ): More to comeeeeeeeeeeeee!! GOODLUCK people of AHS!

2009-02-11T18:20:00.003+08:00

KTKL♥ 's woohooooooooooooooooo!STRESSED, DEPRESSED;

Saturday14th,(Valentine's day) PHASE TEST2, vital sign, 18th, NS test 1, 25th (FEB), BIO TEST 2 arghhhs. Wtf is this you tell me???! Had hard time hearing BP already!!!):
KUSOBABA NURSES; GAMBETEH NEHS :DDDDDDDDDD

BGFFS. I'v 2week of holiday on march before gg to attachment. SO MEET THE WHOLE WEEK OUT OKOK???? ! MISS YOU GIRLS, want to know if any gets fatter? Skinnier? Taller? Shorter? Prettier?? : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

LOVE EVERYBOOOODY!♥

2009-02-08T12:59:00.002+08:00

JN0901 D(09)

I miss 4/1!(08)

1ST!

Seriouslly some times I feel that I'ma very useless people, in a way that I always couldn't help up much, be it in a clique, a family or in class. I can't do anything for you, I feel bad. As you are so dear to me ! YES YOU. You've been long didn't tell me about your problems, I always tot that you are so fine... I'm wrong and I feel that I no longer understands you. I'm not a good friend, I'm like not seeking a friend's problems to solve.. && the frank is that I can't do anything at all. ):

2nd!

I'MA MOOODDY, BUT I DK WHY!

2009-02-06T20:11:00.002+08:00

Damm exhasted after running around the school for the amazing race thing. Now seriouslly I really saw the true colour of some of my classmates. Really, chinese people are like invisable la dey!! I bet slowly more colours will come out! :/

GRATS C CLASS, CHAMPION LA DEY!

Cant be bothered. Another bio test will be coming on the 14th?? Valentine''s day la dey! Non-of-my businesse la dey! && another vital sign phase test are coming SOON too!! 3 subject can KILL US ALREADY! (ok i''m very crazy now, my posting are weird I know!)

BGFF! I MISS YOU GIRLS :DD

2009-02-04T17:29:00.004+08:00

x3 Kuso-baba(s) && BGFF(s) : D

- you know who you, baba(s) gf(s) are... LOL!

Done bio test 1, think can pass, at least 30/50?? : D Nono, D class wants a Destintion! : DDD

I'ma waiting for friday's teambuilding session, play play play again ! : DDDDDD

I'm such in love with you! Do you k''?
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i'VE no longer knew where were you, being hanging around with my deepest tootest feelings. Telling myself i wants to forget about you! Saying is easy, but i have to tell you, DOING IS HARD!

2009-02-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

For you, : D

Bio test on wed, driving me crazy . Reached home 8 plus, 7 left that bloody school. First time 8am - 7pm. *faint* anyway, I'm getting more and more love bio ! Lovin''it !!!!!!! : D
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TATA^^

2009-01-28T16:44:00.002+08:00

I've great time with you girls together watching the "Wedding Game" ; so so movie, rated. 2.5/5 ! So youuuu decide to catch it anot! It's only 2.5/5 : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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Having Phase test on this coming friday . OMG!! Not ready at all, expectually BIO test that are coming up on 4th feb ! ):
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Whatever it is " HAPPY NEW YEAR!"

2009-01-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

All my girlfriends rock my panties off !

I finally realised how the god dammn "S" personalities suits me best!Advocate/peacemaker of me, maybe not, but definetly loyalty ! Where are you my dear, I miss calling you that. My stupid stupid tears still stuck half way through my eye lid,idk' but one thing that I only know is that No one can yet to replace you, even e one telling me he wants to.. I don't want to treat people as subsitute, soo I rather act like Idk' I really miss you so much LA. Where are you now? Have you like someone else already? I wants to KPO !

LOLOL><''

2009-01-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

PRECIOUS:

Yeyyey, come see me ok?! I MISS YOU TOO, no number1 can replace you dear!! *no1 can replace me also!* : D

Wifey:

I MISS YOU TOO, no 1 give me scold liao, come visit me too ok??! No number 2 can be replaced over you!!SO No number 2 can replace over me too!!: P

Xinggan:

I MISSED you too, but not anymore after few hours seeing you on the bus, will MISS you again tomorrow. hahaha!! Jio me to lunch ok??! No number3 can replace over you!! So, same goes to you, no number3 can replace over me thankyou!!:B

LOVE YOU GIRLS!!xP

BYEBYE!!

2009-01-20T20:01:00.002+08:00

Yes, you, you and YOU!(:

Tiredtiredtired, busybusybusy like a bumberbeeeeeee... First phase test are coming on the 30th of jan,yes, it falls on the fri @ . && Next are coming on the feb. ):

Had good days in school, miss my dearest girls, never see them anywhere in school. Za bot again eh? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD "Don't playplay ehs!":DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ydk: I dream about you, ydk: I think about you, ydk: that I still LOVEYOU. idk ydk wdk !!!!

2009-01-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

Somehow somewhat somewhere, I wish you were there still; I realised tht' I love you, it's a still, yes it's you! I wanted to talk to you, but I just don't have e courage to .. You didn't approch to me still ): I assume that you've forgetten about me, hurts sooo bad; I know I'm still a childish in a relationship BUT I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT. T.T

2009-01-16T18:46:00.003+08:00

Today half of the period in school are telematching. Unfortunally, AHS (applied health science) are the last group . SADDED. Ahaa..

Anyway I won't be posting much for now, alot things to do && got nothing much to write....

BGFF- I MISS YOU GIRLS, MEET UP SOON, STAY CONTACT. WE MUST STILL BE EACHOTHER NUMBER 1 FRIEND IN HEART OK !!!?(:

(JUST FOR GAGS)
Last night, an incident took place at Boat Quay. What happened was some idiot was trying to show off and declared that he would swim across the Singapore River. He jumped in and started swimming. But before he could reach the halfway mark, he started to panic and started to shout for help.

Being typical Singaporeans, a crowd started to gather to watch and yet no attempt was made by anybody to save that poor chap.

Suddenly there was a splash and the crowd turned to see a guy doing what seemed like a desperate attempt to reach the drowning victim. It was clear that this hero couldn't swim !

Luckily a tongkang filled with tourists was passing by and the operator saw the incident and picked both men from the water. The crowd cheered !

Back on shore, the crowd cheered again as the hero stepped off the tongkang. "Steady Lah !" and "Awright, man !" were among the many congratulations shouted.

The hero looked angry and shouted "Ka ni na! Siang too wa loh chui?" (*%#@! Who pushed me into the water?")

2009-01-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

Just came back home from school you see.... Fun yet tiring... HWHWHW!! Wanna catch ccs later. VOTE for Benita, my ex school girl, though I don't really like her, but I like my ex school . :DD
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Nice days with NewGFS, miss my BBBGFF!! Miss class-ing with them. ): Meet up soon ladies!!!! (you know who you 3 are).. :D
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TATA

2009-01-11T17:08:00.004+08:00

OMG. I forgot that it was your birthday yesterday. But I'm gald that you were still enjoyed that day. : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

:"HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!:" to- you know who you are!

Tomorrow school are starting, I've done my stupid homework already. *yay* (first time i do hw sial)I'm gald that I've nice classmates, got one pathetic singh messaged me, he called himself DJ skeletor, it's lame, but his a nice guy. (he called him self "the freak") (:

Sometimes I really felt upsets. It's so unfair, you know when you're like trying to put down people you used to love hard, you can't, when the person you loved put you down fast you'll hate it dammn hard. I felt stupid at times, trying not to remember, school is my best medicines, when I get real busy I can tend to forget that person. But when I'm dead bored or going to sleep that dammn face came out again. I tried asking myself, WHY! But I really don't know why, I even have the urged to ask you WHY, why I'm soo stubborn, WHY don't you love me as much as I love you still? I'm not trying to say that I'm very devoting, but I'm trying to assured you that dueing that period of time when I'm with you are so so memorable. I can't forget you as fast as you forget me, you're still very dear to me. IT'S UNFAIR, but I just gonna face it !

TATA!!!

2009-01-10T18:36:00.002+08:00

I miss you, please study hard my dear boy. I still will be there for you @

Next week is gonna start, stress is gonna come ):

Somtimes why don't * just think other way round? Why?? When you're bout to ask
people WHY. Ask yourself WHY? Why everythign became like this, why only you have this problems and all. Vision may not tell you why, thinking may not tell you
why, but you yourself should tell you why.
I' cutted my hair! && now became like gugu ; gag!!!!

2009-01-07T20:11:00.003+08:00

3rd day of school.

Everything was fine, almost when late due to the BIG envoiroment that could get us lost. Manage to start with the first lesson; "Bio science" firsttime taste the stress of science. Last year science like become chicken feet compared to this. Weird names for the body parts la, weird names for the medicines la. But I wouldn''t give up my PASSION. Thought I almost dose off! When theory. Practical was fun, though start from the basic like wash hand . :D

Dress code was strict, no this no that, however, first time I didn't even throw tantrum. haha! I've growth up, I didnt "diao teacher" and stuffs like secondary's student. :DD

I'm excited to know more!!! Though i know I would be drop dead tired. But I rather stay at school than home. Home give me pains some time .):

I've started to hate HOME. && I wanted to hear advises from you, like times when you tell me "this is life" no choice and all. No more you, I've seriously no much interest with guys anymore. what a pain ! I miss you dear, I can't find anyone love me more than you do now. (excp' girls)

( psps/ for my weird post, like talk abit no link ah)

2009-01-06T18:56:00.002+08:00

Second day of school.;kam orientation 2.

Days there was fine. *cheers* I passed my medical checkups, now can go buy school U!! Can't wait to get started !!! ^^

Today treasure game, JN-D my class !! ("Chamipoin ohk!!) lol. Though me andd joyce didn't really go participate. :D

Days with BGFF was super great, they are so so lovely to pei me go SATA; 5 people 1 taxi ! O.O I love you GIRLS!! +Joyce. lol ! Brought my bag, brought my shoes, money money I need money!!

Sorry precious, I cant pei you reggae. ALL THE BEST to you, don't muscle pain ah ! haha :D

I'm gonna put you down, i'm serious! No point no point ; eventhough it hurts me bad. But it hurts me even bad to be your friends laaaaa. I DONT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND!! I won't contact you anymore ):

TATA!

2009-01-05T18:21:00.002+08:00

First day of school; kam orientation.

Meet up with girls (yt+mt), when PRCS to get my 150$ good progress award. YAY! It's cheque ! Took it. When to meet Tiffany, eat breakfast, took cab to simei ite.
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Seperated, classes,classmates. && Wish me goodluck for being "FIT" so that I'm being officially fit for being a enroll nurse ! scared fail ): New timetable was a pack, if I say, it will sound very stressful, no time for BGR. No time for SHOP. 8 chinese girls 1 chinese boy, the rest malay;kam indian. I hope future studies wouldn't create rationist chaotic. (singapore is ration harmory ok!)
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Really wanna be fit, so that I can concentrate on my future studies as a nurse !! FIT FIT FIT!!

ANYWAY, TOMORROW IS ANOTHER BUSY DAY, ALL THE BEST!

tata!

2009-01-03T20:20:00.005+08:00

YUP I RMB THAT PIC, && THIS TOO!!

Dearest BBBGFF. Precious.

I'm touched and shocked when I first stepped into your blog today. Saw our pictures, so was excited to read all the below words. My dear, you even understands me till, who are the first in my heart also know yeh! Though I didn't really show to you, but you really seems like you've read my heart :D Yes, you are very dear to me. I'll never forgot to ring your phone !!! Till 20, I'll call, till 30 I'll call, till 40 I'll call so on so forth. Yupp, not only me, BGFFS, never giveup e passion you girls have! I'll support you/you all all the way too! *PRECIOUS* ring me out, :D
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&& I've a great time dinnering with you last night too, all the food became so nice. hahe. :D You're always the one there when I'm troubled, always the one angry if I've done stupid things. Even if you are angry, I felt blessed more than angry, i PROMISE we'll never drift apart!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

, always rmb, KTKL loves you ^^

I'll never forget any of you, expectually ones that are true to me! *sumpa*(:

&& same goes to wifey and xinggan, may not be my first, but defiently the 2nd and the 3rd that no one could replace !!! love you girls too !!

2009-01-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

(LOL)

heyos, came back home after gg to SATA check ups and shopping with BGFF, Spend 73$ at SATA. Ji tao yan, no shopping for me !! All spend for 2 needle, now blueblack, ji pain ! ):

Monday school reopen, seriously, I pray for good health , pray for more money! I want buy alot alot of things, I wanna be definetly pass as a nurse. I wanna start studying, I miss school ! : D

BGFF. I've a great time with you girls today, though I didn't get to buy any dong dong! :D

2009-01-01T13:50:00.003+08:00

NEWYEAR.NEWYEAR.

This new year sucks to the core, 2009! 2009! 2009! 2009!2009! Stupid 2009 !

Anyways, I've changed my blogskins. Ji vintage right?? Ji mei yi xia right??? -.-

Reason why this new years sucks cos, firstly, no new year mood. Yesterday not up 2 5 people sms me "happy new year" -.-

I NOW JI FAN XI XIA!!

BBFF. you never reply my message again !!!!!! T.T

2008-12-31T22:23:00.003+08:00

365days of 2008,
1days of 2009 is at our doorsteps.
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it's 2 more hours darlings ! *cheers*
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TO:BGFF ^^:
Thanks darlings for all the tolerates and paitiences to this friend *ME*, it's my honoured to have you girls as my BGFF! hahe. Thought we 're not going to be in the same courses, but I'll never be lazy and stuffs to join you girls in the canteen. Ring me up for a meet up @school ohk? I don't wanna have new clique! (wish me GOODLUCK for my medical checkup too ohk?) you girls have been a great BGFF in my life. I wouldn't know how to elaborate one by one, but you girls is the BEST!! hahe. && i LOVE YOU GIRLSSSSS^^
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SOOOO... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

BBFF. I'm so devoted in you! ):

2008-12-30T10:44:00.001+08:00

Institution Term Career Course Application Number Application Date
(MM/DD/YYYY)

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Institute of Tech. Education 2009 January ITE Education Nitec Nursing 00380357 12/18/2008
(MM/DD/YYYY)

We are pleased to inform you that you are successful in the interview for the Nursing course.

Please note that this offer is conditional subjected to you:
a) Clearing a medical examination
b) Obtaining clearance from the Immigration & Checkpoints Authority (ICA) for issuance of Student Pass to study in ITE (for foreign applicants only)

A letter will be sent to you shortly to inform you of the medical examination date.
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HAPPYHAPPY I'm one step further to my passion!still got medical examination to go. WISH ME GOODLUCK i can't fail ):

2008-12-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

HEYO.

Today there's this (E) girl ranting to me about her sadness. About this (I) guy. Yes I felt uber stupid for her, but also felt uber foolish for my self. Just got this "foolish"feelings` about myself, even now there's like no more love problems for me! Sometimes I really felt sad for those girl, dwelling upon guys that never leave any single memories behind for them.
.
.
. (ABCDE) wakeup leh :D

yoyo! I got nothing much to post. byee^^

2008-12-26T15:01:00.002+08:00

BIGDOUBTS(...)

Got to know which courses I'm going to, fortunally is nursing course, but I still got to take part of the interviews and medical checkups. Pray hard that I can be confirmed shortlisted after the interview pleasee,): congrats BGFF; :D

Quiz (credits:Tiffany)

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

cheek.

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
tired.

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
BGFF.(grat night)

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
idk.

5: Would you ever donate blood?
yes.

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
idk.

7: Do you want someone dead?
Nop.

8:What does your last text message say?
from esther.say:(confidental)

9:What are you thinking of right now?
: idk.

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yes.

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
12plus?

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
idk.

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
yeps.

14: Who was the last person to text you?
esther.

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ
1)please go ahead and do.
to
10)please go ahead and do.

15: Who is 2 (insertname) having a relationship with?
with a guy: nope. with a girl: nope.

16: Is 3 (insertname) a male of a female?
female.

17: If 7 (name) and 10 (name) get together will that be a good thing?
idk??

18: What is Number 1 (name) studying about?
idk?

19: When was the last time you had a chat with Number 6 (name)?
idk.

20: Is Number 4 (name) single?
idk.

21: Say something about Number 2 (name).
idk.

22: What do you think about Number 3 (name) and 6 (name) being together?
idk?

23: Describe Number 9 (name).
wow!

24: What will you do if Number 6 (name) and 7 (name) fight?
i'll scream!

LOL.
(Go do ok?? but don't like me all put (insertname) :D

2008-12-25T12:17:00.002+08:00

24th december:

Morning, wakey, when down to central with mom,Raine and daddy to buy foods,drinks,cakes to celebrate christmas, well, this year is the first time we celebrate and exchanges gifts. &"2009" will be a GOOD year ahead ohk!? Brought alot of stuffs to carry home, costs my mom and dad pockets a BOOB! But I gu?ess its worth it in the end.

BBro turns to cook, food is up and it's time to celebrate!!! I miss my favorite mash potato!! "Home made" one!! "Anybody kind enough to cook for me??" -.-

BBRO/SIL had an idea of hidding the present's code at home. && we find the presents we picked.I got a photofame from BBro. But exchange with SIL a mickey cup from Sbro. Mommy got my presents but exchange with SIL , zzzz so in the end mommy took e photofame. haha!

then mahjong~~ play numeral~~~ 2am go to bedddy!! Happyhappy YOU smsed me. Wonder what you're doing in the middle of the night. Tot you very on time! But after we break you seems to be "not so on time" already. *pissed* Hais. ydk??? I missyou so much!!!

Tomorrow!! 26dec!!! ITE!! omg!!! *faint* which course which ITE?? ):

:D

2008-12-23T20:25:00.003+08:00

HoHOHOHOho.. Tomorrow is exchanging gifts day, I'll let ya all know what gifts I get tomorrow.haha. Hopefully not e one I buy ! Anyway, 3 more days I and my BGFF will get to know which colleges we are going to go. Getting excited??! Rather it's scared. ^^

I've being moving on so SO well-.- Smile lesser, but at least I'm not DYING right??? BGFF. Stay contact. Keep tags coming in ohk!? Have a very happy "christmas" ! people!

HOHOHOHOHOHo!!

2008-12-22T19:04:00.001+08:00

Because of you, now I got to face everything alone! Because of you, I losted alot of guy-friend/buddy! Because to be with you, I sacrisfied, and you!!!! Just leave me alone!

2008-12-21T18:46:00.006+08:00

BESTGIRLFRIENDFOREVER=BGFF

Just came back from my dearest AhMa house, remembered time when AhGong was gone, left behind junks /precious, also when to see my lovely cousinz Sarah. Didn't manage to take photos with her, she's 5 years old now! "So fast". Did bring along BabyBernice, lil' Sarah seems to dote BabyBernice alot, but one thing I know was, when Baby was crying, lil Sarah covered her ear. LOL && I told her she was like that when she was young too, because she can't speak so she cry, she replied to me and say"NoNo. When I xiaoxiao shi ho I already know how to yi.yi.oh.oh and talk, I never cry" than I just "ohoh isit"? But I know it wasn't true, so cute la innocent kids is loved! haha.

On the way back home, 2 by 2 by 2 and I was alone. In that cab I think about you again. It's such a foolish thing, knowing that it's a impossible thing to be friend with your ex after break. It's impossible I swear! Straight away become friend is impossible! Everything was proved after 1 month. My messages can "dont reply", I can veryvery confident to say that you no longer have feelings on me! (Please be guilty!! Because I still have feelings for you!!!) ha. Silly girls.

5 more days, new school, new course is out for me, if for nursing, I got to have an interview, don't know why I got this feeling that I couldn't make it. Office shall be next. Any courses at SIMEI college pleasee..... I will do my very best there!!!!

2008-12-20T19:04:00.002+08:00

Now that results has out it's time for me to worried about e courses/insitutes to go.

This are all the courses I have posted to: (abit regret, should pull up those College East on top than e Bishan/Clementi one, just in case I couldn't go into the front 3 slot! ):

1

F7NCN
Nitec Nursing
CE-SM : College East

2

F8SVO
Nitec Service Skills (Office)
CE-SM : College East

3

F2AFS
Nitec Applied Food Science
CE-SM : College East

4

F8SVO
Nitec Service Skills (Office)
CC-BS : College Central (Bishan)

5

FSFBO
Nitec Food and Beverage Ops
CW-CT : College West (Clementi)

6

F8SVO
Nitec Service Skills (Office)
CW-CT : College West (Clementi)

7

FSPBK
Nitec Pastry and Baking
CW-CT : College West (Clementi)

8

F2CPT
Nitec Chemical Process Tech
CE-SM : College East
9

F8SVR
Nitec Service Skills (Retail)
CE-SM : College East

10

F8SVT
Nitec Service Skills (Tourism)
CW-CT : College West (Clementi)

):

2008-12-18T16:43:00.002+08:00

Rather long since I'm here posting, and was rather slow, till today than I see all the postes written by BGFF. haha. && I LOVE MY BGFF, nothing more than them!
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Ya I gotten my N results today, because of ONE person, my mood was rather bad till now. FYI. I got 4 A's for NO much used subject, and 2 C for SO much used subject. But at least I did my best. 5 points each for the BGFF!:D
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Ohk back to the ONE person that makes me sad was "you", I was rather dissapointed now. Do you know, my feelings towards you had never fade a single BIT. && I don't know what had happened to you. No reply at all from you. Yesterday till now ley! I wanted to know what had happened. I wanted to be there for you "if" you are down, & I wanted to be there to shared your joy! *you've new GF already aint you? Yesterday you send wrong number aint you??!* cos' I got no reply from you after that. & I think your feelings towards me had already faded to 0% !
*
I fucking cried badly last night. I'm crazy, I still think about alots of things we did in the past..
Fucking sillly right??? I RIGHT NOW FUCKING WANNA CONCENTRATE ON MY 3 BGFF & ITE COURSE! Nursing nursing nursing I pray hard!!!! T.T
*
Girls please la, ONCES break up, go FLIRT !!!!

2008-12-16T15:52:00.004+08:00

Pink, replied for you.

I dont blame you for being angry, cos' I know I'm this kind of person that are harsh in words and all. (& i don't know why Im always e one make ppl angry) & just becos we are your friends we can't leave things to it was. I think you also noticed you're e only one in our friendship that are being scolded/what-so-ever. Yes, at that time I also posted a post about friendship, yeetheng explainted, so now I think that there's no-one to blame but ourselvess. You replied and say to us that you don't need us to bothered as you've closed up to us. But the postes you wrote make me feel very confuse right now. You make me have this questions like" so now you need us or don't need us to be there?"
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(I wroted something else and erased too, weirdweird, shall let pro yeetheng explain all? YT, your job ohk! You talk more clear than me laa. I dnt wanna make people angry)

"friends may not last forever, but at least do
something that makes us wanted to cherish eachother".

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Damm sored day!

2008-12-15T11:09:00.004+08:00

Odear, you are confused my dear.
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Don't you think your saying have holes? Who-ever have problems has no one to find equally. For some, they choose to say, for some, they either got themselves neglected but don't spoke words! So tell us. what problems DO YOU HAVE?! && if its about (F), than think again, we won't bother you for someone like (F). Cos WE are tired, enough, speechless! You choose to jump into bad holes.
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But if its family's problems, than sms to e one you feel like to. OHK? There will be no problems unsolve. WE'LL still be the one for you, or not WHO ELSE? If e problems are "sorry" undiscussable than "sorry" please cheerup my dear! Old people will always treat a child as a child. There's no way gap can fill! & nobody will love you more than we DO! except"parents"
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Can I ask you something? My sense told me that, your, "leave if you're gonna give me comments" were us!? Cos' only us will care for you so MUCH till nasty words came out. & only us will give you comments about (F).. isit??

(F.Y.I.) 3 mouth or maybe 2 are saying the same thing!

---->
&I'm still very sad over "someone" you'll think that is no use! But, I don't need anyone yet..
I wanted to be the great woman behind you! Not a friend. I'm a useless friend of yours!

2008-12-12T19:49:00.002+08:00

KNOW THIS LADY NOW XP.

What are you doing right now?
- Surveying.

Have you ever eaten a cockroach?
- Pleaseeeee... I'm not a chi-na.

Have you ever like a gay/lesbian?
- Thinking?

When is the last time you went to the mall?
- Forget.STM-ING.

Do you miss her/him?
- I miss all my (yours faithfullys) lo.

What will you do if you found $2000 ?
- Hehe. Can I keep it? xP

When will you get married ?
- Proberbly another 10years. Which is 26 !? LOL

Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
- No.

What was the last thing you drank?
- Plain water loh.

What are you doing right now ?
- SURVEYING. YOU STM!

Last food that you ate?
- Pig liver with rice.

Where were you last week at this time?
- Home sweet home?

What's your precious thing?
- Precious Yeetheng lo. haha! (but she not a thing)

When is the last time you ran?
- Cannot rmb.

Where are you going after this?
- Like here.

What is your favorite animal?
- Hamham or doggy?

Your dream vacation?
- Genting=.-

Last person's house you were in?
- precious's.(banner day)

Worst injury you've ever had?
- sprake my ankle.

- - - - - - - - >

1. Taken or single?
♥ Single.

2. Do you like it?
♥ idk . sometimes yes.

3. Would you still kiss your ex?
♥ kekes. can I??

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
♥ Why not? Anyone can be.

5. Do you believe that cheating is bad?
♥ Of coz?

6. Are you missing someone special right now?
♥ Yes!

7. Do you want children?
♥ Sry. Not becos they are cute, but responsible know!

8. If yes, how many?
♥ 2!

9. Would you consider adoption?
♥ If i can't give birth, if husband is ok with it?

10. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
♥ Yeap. To feel contented, but I wont accept lo!

11. Do you believe in celebrating an anniversary?
♥ Not really.

12. Do you get butterflies when your around your crush?
♥ Nope.

13. Do any of your EX still have feelings for you?
♥ idk!

14. Have you slept at a Boyfriend/Girlfriend's house?
♥ Not over night.

bored ma:DDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-12-12T18:44:00.002+08:00

I'm still in love with you. ROAR!!!!!!!!

No words could describle, no one could answer me why.

&& NO-ONE CAN REPLACE YOU YET! Not yet for me to be TAKEN!

-F7!!!!!

HAND ARE NOT ONLY FOR WRITING.

2008-12-11T14:56:00.006+08:00

AMAZING ART !

HAND ARE NOT ONLY FOR WRITING!

2008-12-11T13:16:00.002+08:00

If we would have know WHY, that shall be the answer of our REPLY.

Count down 7days to N-LEVEL results!=@

2008-12-10T13:15:00.002+08:00

Heyo, lately have got not much to post, my postes aint too lengthy, so today I'll try to post a lengthy one! Today have got no much things to do, brotherbear p.o.p has ended. He no longer be haunted by tekong. No idea where he will be posted to....
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Day by day. Nlevel results are getting nearer, of course, nervous and scared are also getting stronger. I'm not greedy, 5 points for me please!!! At least 1 marks improvement. Goodlucks girls! Hopefully, we can get to our courses, even better if we go to the same insitute...
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&& you girls know why I kept on saying this : "^^keep in touch^^"? Cause I think we aint that close anymore. Not just because of no meet up. (or maybe I'm too sensitive) but I think all of us are having moodswings? So hopefully 18th renuine will brings our laughter back k?!
*
*as for the previous post, most of the sentence are for you girls. He had long ago being put aside.* no more him in my post. So all are for you girls! I feel that, no one care anymore?! Or maybe, like me, never say, but actually think the same way as me?" && if you notice, my previous previous post are also talking about you girls. I feel neglected in some ways. "Stupid ways". Wifey has her boyfriend, eventually, tags and messages are getting lesser. Even just simple "ok" will never appeared. Same for precious and xinggan.
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(my words can seems to be too harsh to swallow, but I cherish each and everyone of you, in case you girls thought i'm too sad after that "him thing" and doesn't want to meet up anymore.) I'm still the me, that LOVEYOU GIRLS ohk!!
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hmm. what I mean is, I feel that everything is different. It seems like oneday everything, everyone will be gone, that will be a very awfull thing!

[tags before you leave ohk)

2008-12-09T12:39:00.001+08:00

PLEASE................. PLEASE................. PLEASE..................
cherish me, love me, need me, know me, understands me.

Dont' just walk away.

(Let us wait for goodnews???)

2008-12-08T12:13:00.009+08:00

Mrs Aaron Yan Carter says: Hi Mrs Alex Evans. My husbands more cute cans!!?

(O.o ji bhb yi sia) ;

He's my number 1 husband . Let me show you my number 2 husband.

TADAH@@@@

Handsome can??? hahaha!

e Angmo and taiwaniese are all my type lo!! :D

Ala, I'm just being lame, I only wanna be one person MRS. (i know la) but too bad his gonegoneGONE):

Not only that, I've also lost some other things.
"The closeness became coldness."
I FELL THAT NOTHING, NOTHING WILL EVER LAST
FOREVER!
Not even friends, not even relationship, not
others!
* I know why I said that* because what I see was like that, I only wanted to rely on myself, because that's the only way. I should be independent, I shouldn't have took upon so many people. I shouldn't have thought that everything are so well prepared for me. I should have thought of this. "Friends will leave you? Lover will leave you! But you'll never leave yourself!" (prove me wrong, stop neglecting me!) I need love too!
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I did cherish them, not that I didn't
somehow, is I don't deserve them to cherish me!? Or I'm just being sensitive? I'ma such a LOSER@

k la. stopping!!

2008-12-07T13:27:00.004+08:00

Niece 2month look. wanna goes like "cuteee!" :D

Rotting at home with lilones and oldones.

It's so hard to let you go, unless you go far far away. Yes I'm still so worried about everything that are in you. Be it you're ok or not. I want to know, I wanted to care so much! (:

*smile* To smile and miss you are way much better than to frown. In us, shall let natural take courses. Shall walk one step at a time, && I seriously missed studying! New school new school. Please give me the courses I want to go, and I'll do my hardest, bestest on it! xP

[Girlfriends]> Keep in touch oh, for e new coming year onwards!

^stop^

2008-12-06T12:14:00.005+08:00

I wanna say "Thanks a million" to Tiffany xingan, for the effort changing my blogskins :D

Okay, later on will be going white sand with Daddy to get my new phone. I derserve it okay ! Coz' I've been holding on to this phone z610i for 2 years. & it still working properlly after some drop ! haha. *claps*
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Afterwards will be show time I think? So long never watch anime!! & my "scissors,paper,stone" drama haven see finish. Woots. So many many things to check out on !

Alright, I'll get going .....

Stop.
Start.

Back home, and you know what? Instead of W760 red, I brought GREY. "Grey"! Though both color were my favourites, but I still prefer the red one ): Which has already out of stock !! *sob* nevermind, trying very hard to like the grey one.. (:

*SIGHS*
I miss, missing you.
I miss, loving you.
I miss, seeing you.
I miss, everything in you!

2008-12-06T00:23:00.001+08:00

Hello,
Tiffany here to update :D just finish editing her blogskin. ohya, people, those who used to be link-ed by Kailian, please tag her to be link again. i lost all her links, & im sorry about it :) & also, find your songs & put it inside kay. its kinda late now for me to search for the songs ;D

alright, im done here. bye.

FYI

2008-12-05T20:34:00.003+08:00

I'm trying so hard so hard .................
It's not a easy nor a hard job for me ...............
Is not that I can't forgives, but I can't forgot ........
Definitely, not forgetting you!!!

You can go ahead smile wide infront of me,
or even if we've fate to see each other one fine day.....
I don't mind seeing you smile, but if you wanna smile, "smile BIG"....
So that it is easiler for me to let you go.......

You know, I rather we were a bad ending, cause, good ending offen suffer more..
I wanted to see you again and again, speak to you again and again.....

I wanna live happier like YOU. I wanna live happier than YOU.

HAPPY-WANNABE!

Random

2008-12-05T09:08:00.004+08:00

Longlonglong ago since I blog uh? Reason why is, laptop is down again. & this time, is confirmed "dead"! =/
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New fat com, but maybe a strong one will come by this week, need time redownloading new things. haha.
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18 december- which are coming, will be result day for N, damn nervous and scared. ):
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K GTG^^
Babes, i love you girls =x

2008-12-01T11:21:00.001+08:00

DROP DEAD BORED!><

Why did I forgotten about mine quotes? My quotes that keep myself going on and on? I've gonna let badthings go, keep goodthings coming in my life. Trust me dear friends, next year will be a good year ahead! I'ma gonna let you go, but I'ma not gonna forget about you! (:

[precious]> Readed your entry! (:
[girlfriends]> I miss you girls!! Meet up soon, please plan for the meet up k?; we've been very cold to each other lately, no messages, no calls, nothing. ^^keep in touch^^ !!!

[!]TAG, BEFORE YOU GO AWAY![!]

2008-11-30T14:33:00.004+08:00

I'm a burden to you, I really am a burden. Just by seeing the reply you gave to me, I can be assured that I'm a burden to you. I'm happy that you could live happier right now. I love you, so you happy I happy right'? I'll eventually gave up on you oneday, don't worry my dear. Please take good care of yourself k??^^ ~~Rest assurance X100, I'll appear away from your life, maybe not even being just a friend. Even if I can't make it, I won't ask silly questions from you already. SICK&TIRED of love.~~

EMPTY LOVE CAN FILL.

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Drop dead at home.
Drop dead at night,
Drop dead all day/!

2008-11-27T14:54:00.005+08:00

Pain will really followed time fade away? I wonder why my healing process works so slowly? Each time each time, my healing period gets shorter, I know I've grow stronger. Eventhough our time together was somewhat long, but each time each time I kept seeing your images. Be it on phone, on dreams, on com'. I miss you still, if you'w to ask me what's the feeling of pain, it was the emptiness in your heart, that couldn't be filled. No LOVE can fill. I know it's time for me to let go, I wouldn't dwell you to come back, but I need trippler time to heal; I'm getting stronger, so please worried-free. ):

2008-11-26T16:33:00.001+08:00

Vomit vomit vomit, diarrohea diarrohea diarrohea! Aku light food poison ):
SICK SARKS!

bb^^

2008-11-25T17:58:00.001+08:00

MR.SINGH OM. He adores us the most xP

GOODBYE, OM!

2008-11-25T13:54:00.002+08:00

It had been long since I post yea? Lapby had broke down due to some reasons, and now it's back to live, hopefully wouldn't die so fast again, pray~
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I've gotten my pay, and also quiited the job. Hmm.. Should say, people no need me, so I just zidong abit. $80, but now left with $20 after buying some needed stuffs . "Money now adays is like nothing,(running water) sg expenses sark!
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Wish me Goodluck for coming N-LVL results!
Anyway, I've got no thing to post lately.
SPEECHLESS.

GOODBYE

2008-11-20T17:00:00.004+08:00

ALONE....

it may not be a horrible thing when you're alone in your lonely room, or maybe, even there is someone else there, you would still feel that you were alone.. why? I aint going to trust, I aint going to care, && I miss studying! That's the best thing to keep you accompany.

I miss the way I solve maths/science/chinese/english so on so forth ... I nervous to go new school, I wanted time to past, I wanted 2009 to come..New year new life, Good life for me pleaseeeeeeeeeee !

&& my precious;wifey;xingan girl, stay contact.
YOU. stay contact.
YOUyou you!(:

2008-11-19T19:50:00.005+08:00

I feel that I'm just been used, people just laughed when I told them this joke.. Like clown. With no one else around, with no more you around. && tell me, whoever will give up an entirer forest just for you? Just for one person like YOU? I'm stupid, baka, dumb! To do everything/anything wholeheartly. Whoever will ever get a glances on you?; (

When I'm down, again, I didn't hesitate to sms you. I feel bad, I feel like now I'm using you. But I'm not! The fact is, I need you! ): ): ):

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I wished that I could drifts away, since I'm useless anyway. You ignored me, my dearest. Knowing that I need someone, you're not there for me. Even if you did, you no longer asked me what had happened. You no longer cared for me. I felt damn miserable right now, drift drift drifts away from this life! T.T

2008-11-18T15:02:00.002+08:00

Have been watching detectives show lately, while camping at home. Tonight I'll just ask for work, been nagged while at home. Hopefully that oba-san will let me work! Have not been earning much lately. Anyway, I wouldn't be updating blog much. Since I got nothing else to say. Tired man, Takecare people : D

SMOOCHIES.

Bye.

2008-11-17T12:10:00.003+08:00

LALALALALALAALALA~~

I'll not be working tomorrow and maybe the day after again, because, some people, have new, throw old. or so call ^^ handsome^^ people to help her already or something. Or maybe, trying to make me jobless. haha! I endure it man! & I must get my first pay! (pls dont forget, people is I intro one!)

(bye.people.)

Pissed.

2008-11-16T21:28:00.006+08:00

*RANDOM*

I'm here to post since I was pissed and free now, tomorrow isn't working. Due to Boss that says" I don't need your help tmr'" Basically, I know that she would need, because if I didn't message her about the postponing of time, I'll be there. Thank Goodness for her sarcasm. If she is freakishly angry because I keep on taking my leave, she can tell me not to do that again, please, for goodness sake, don't sarcastic me! Nb, I'm getting my PMS lately. && She never gets the facts right that why did I take my leave. & I lose 64$. But that wasn't the point. I just see no point working for the needs of me. Than why not I just stay at home and shack my leg!?
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Hey, people, working industry sucks to the core, please, those slackers in school, if you're thinking of working rather than studying, NOW, think twice. Unless you're that no temper!
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I've lose ample of courage, confident and all after *you've gone*. I feel that it was no point relying on people, not even the good one. & I just merely hate people that are living in this world. Expectually the bad one. P//S, postive thoughts right now just can't go in my brain. ):
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HAIZ. Friends and than???! Can they be the only one you rely on, or what??! They will merely leave you, pleaseeeeeeee... Who can totally be as good as you! They wont repay you la!!!!!! -.-

P/SSSSSSSSS! ^-.-^

GRADNIGHT

2008-11-14T23:33:00.006+08:00

*GRADUATION NIGHT 2008*Pictures talk!

HAKIM-KIMIKO & I. (Black and white)haha.

P/S. I'M FAT XP

Zue & Dor.

Woo ZhengEn.

*I STILL GOT MORE*BUT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH*

All I need is you.

2008-11-14T12:43:00.003+08:00

I've been quite dissapointed this few days. After things had happened. I can't smile. After things had happened, I'm dissapointed with everybody in my house. Be it parents or siblings. Anyway, I'm not gonna care or hear, cause they will only say that it was "adults problems". Though I understand why they say that. But ... it's ok. --

Yesterday night, I became to think about you, I think right now all I need was you my dearboy. Though you'll always tell me "this is life" like how I've saiid it to some friends that had problems too. But, I can feel the love you gave me. Only with you, I feel peace and quietness. I missed you, but I know I'm a lucky girl because we are still able to contact -- *Sighs* I don't know why it's so hard to forget about you. You told me I may need more time. "BUT I dont want!" I don't want to wait for you anymore, I want you to come back right now. ): *do you understand?*

I still loveyou like hell lot, nobody, even handsome one, muscular one, I don't want la!! Only you la!! I know I've made a terrible mistake, to send you that fuckedup message without tripple thinking!! ):
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Ofcourse, I'm also lucky to have my lovely girlfriends. Neither do I want any of them to leave me. *understood??* lot's ofloves: D

GRADNIGHT*
photos will be updated, if I'm satisfied with my looks there.

2008-11-12T16:08:00.003+08:00

hahaha.. I need one more MONKEY!! We are foursome. (okay, ps, I wasn't in there, start from left " Tiffany, Yeetheng,Michelle") haha ps/ I'm not bad calling them monkey. Just, now adays, people keep calling me golden monkey. & there 's no gold one on that picture. Girls, remember K-O?? : D
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Written by Tiffany xingan to me.
love, i saw your blog. and here to tell you something.dont be too upset anymore. i know i dont have much right to tell you all this, as i didnt even apply to myself. but i guess, as a xingan of yours, i should do something. yes, everything needs fate. if fate doesnt come, no matter how you`re gonna pull things together, it`ll still be separated. girl, i believe he doesnt want things this way as well. and i believe he doesnt want you to be upset over him as well. dont let negative thoughts running in your mind. im sure nobody would want you this way. esp us, girl. i know that this is a deep fall for you. it`s pain, hurtful for you to hold on to it. if you let it go, it might be better for you? it might not hurt as much anymore? it might not be that painful for you anymore? at the very least, you still could stand up and be the happy you once again. girl, best friends is good enough. not many couples can be friends after that. cheerup love :D you know we`ll be here for you(:
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Reply to Tiffany by me:
Thanks dear for your concern and all, ya, I'm trying very hard. And I'm gald we are best friend right now. But, I believe it's only for meanwhile. One day we may lost contact. (which hopefully NOT) I mean, I really regret it. Ytd messaged him, I asked him some nonsense like " do you still love me? You got new girl you like le uh?" I know it's stupid to ask, but I can't torture myself by keeping everything to myself. I want to know how he feel still ! & he reply me " He likes me more as a friend.(no new girl), arghs. You know, love became like! Haiz. Nevermind laa. hahas. I still can be as happy as I'm, yeh, definitely happy because you girls was around, and work ease pain . Thanks alot yeh, you cheer up too. Love ya! && the 2monkey . hahaha!
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BTW. I just came back from work, finally got to eat water-rise. Didnt eat anything since morning. haha. Manage to fix 10 appointment. (many had found their job) though target was 20, but I try my best. So any manager there please "shhhhh". LOL. Morning was late, because I thought my girls was late, I was like super ps, called Weihao and co. not to be late end up I'm the last one to reach. 358 dumbdumb! =/
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ANW, I'M OKAY ALRD. SINCE I GET MY ANSWER FROM HIM.

RANDOM!!

2008-11-11T22:14:00.002+08:00

(x) Dont read it, not interesting. (x) Just for me!(x)

Dearboy, it had been days since I was like that. Everything was truly a downfall to me, I was super upsetted. I'm at a lost right now, or rather, it wasn't suppose to be this way. I made my move at that particular day, and everything couldn't be mend anymore. I thought we still have some fate. *I was just naturally naive* as I thought that our relationship are that strong. But I may be totally wrong. It was only me the one making it strong, alone. So after that decision that was made by me, everything has gone. After that day, we are statue as friends. Or something nicer like "best friend". A best friend that don't even talk much on "messenger", a best friend that *waves* but never *smiles* to eachother when met coincidently. *Sigh* I don't know man, it was totally not used to me! We used to talk alot on messenger, (which was natural for steady), we used to met, and smile, hug, whatever much. (though it was onces few month a day) "I was truly happy". But also, cried over stuffs even if we are together. So I find it useless. My dear, tell me what to do? This and that was still like a downfall to me. I want your freedom, neither do you.
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I wanted to sms you, but friends around told me, since we broke up "I've to wait paitiently for fate, if we have fate we will be together again." and I know, constently sms with you will lead to "irritation" I didn't want it so I didn't sms you as much as I like my dear. (crys) But I still LOVEYOU alot. Sms me tonight!
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You didn't reply me, when It's only 9pm, I think you were sleeping. Or I just plainly lying to myself? I miss you and I dont want you to forget about me, dear. That's why I kept on message you almost everyday. One message a day is ok for me dear. *Haiz* Why am I still calling you my dearest. It's only because of the way I call everyone? (I mean my gf's)? Or I still treat you as my boyfriend? I feel that I'm just like (one siding love). I know I'm "baka", cause I believe no one else can be as silly and as paitient as me. (I mean I wasn't self-praising) I was just proud of myself in a relationship or so.. Though some may think that I'm totally absurd. Which I admit too. Hence I'm still proud of my paitients. (I mean towards r/s') or rather its towards you. Towards you I learn how to be paitients. Towards you I learn how to take it, (inhale and exhale) for the bad things. Towards you, good things maybe less of all, but I cherish every moment you gave.
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You know, I really love the time we had together when we meet up, but that was once in a blue moon. But I really enjoy it, the moment when it was only you and me, I didn't had a chance to have it in my past relationships, but with you! I know now that it had ends, everything was gone. I didn't know why at that time I wanted to giveup and let go. I thought I had let my thoughts think twices. I thought it's ok. But I was wrong. I "Regret it". But you are not coming back, and that, you claim that you doesn't want to hurt me any further. ( I felt happy, and I felt sad) Happy, because you doesn't want to hurt me, sad, because you're not coming back to me. 2 ways, 2 words, 2 falls. But, I promised I wont complaint anymore, and I say that It was worse without you. But you still yet to come back to my side. ):
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In a relationship I guess it really needs two hands to clap. Or rather, everything needs two hands to clap for it to sound *clappy*.. Now I've ONE, so there's NO sound at all!! Anyway, I'm gald I still have my lovely girlfriends, busy work, to keep me think-free. Thanks alot my dears.. I LOVE YOU GIRLS!! (hearts)

2008-11-11T19:02:00.002+08:00

I'm back home from work, tired. But I like the new script. Just splatter english on that person, to inform him/her that he/she is shortlisted. hahaha. Anyway, Precious "finally uh, brought your heels! Grad night counting down for it man! : D

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Ohk. I'ma going down to pasamalam soon. eat eat eat soon ! : D

Adious for now!

"My dear you, I miss you"

2008-11-10T14:36:00.006+08:00

Ima going out with girls to get my grad night stuffs. Hopefully can find some cheap one. LOL! I'm getting excited to see "some classmates" and "some teachers". Gonna snap with them, on this coming friday. To think, the nexxt thing coming up will be results day. Gosh ~ *faint!*
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Yo. I'm back home from shopping. Brought some stuffs and 60$ was gone. Now adays, $ spend was like water. The expenses here are so "X". Brought a black dress, for after some try, and a red shawl. && some make up stuffs, LOL. Tired day -.-
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Anyway, tomorrow will be WORKING DAY. 11-3 PM. Woots .
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FYI. I still think and miss you. Nevertheless, I still loves you. When can you come back? I really need you! KCBX! ):

Adios!!!

2008-11-09T12:14:00.007+08:00

(yesterday)

(Yesterday)

LOL. @ Sharon's birthday @ Aloha Loyang. Seriously, this is the first time I saw such a chalet over there. BIG! But very inside. When to like, play the children's playground with Tiffany. Than when to pool to cool our legs. End up, shorts and all was wet. Anyway, HAPPY21BIRTHDAYSHARON!!

Not going out today. NEEDA rest. Tomorrow will be working days again! ($$$) Wish me goodluck.-.-

*I seriously miss you my dear. You are seriously different to others. Now I totally have no interest in other guys but you. Unlike past relationships, I can let go in just a blink of eyes.

I know is the thing you've gave me, and the long period we had together that makes me pounder.*It had been like 10+ days since we (b). But I believe we still have fate? That day, when I saw you at interchange. *waved* but No *smiles*. WHY???!!!! haiz!! ):

ILOVEYOUex.

2008-11-07T12:38:00.004+08:00

COOL?? (http://photofunia.com/)

RANDOM

2008-11-07T10:39:00.006+08:00

OFF today. Sat/sun no work, OFF monday. ---

& here we go for shopping spreeeeeee on monday. aha. (No la, actually for the purpose of gradnight.) Maybe going for MAN style with YT. (maybe only) if there's like no dresses suits us! Firstly, I really don't know how to asked for so much money from my dad. I haven got pay. - Secondly, AhOng(Principle) are very strict @ hairs, dresses, and all. He assume "No bright coloured hair". I was thinking of wearing black socking with long prom top. But I assume that it was not allowed. Hurhur! ):
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Anyway I'll be less a pay like about $22. Cause of not working on monday. Grrr. $22 can buy foundation already know!! haha. Nevermind, - it's no fun calling anyway . - *I told wife something, "eh, you know, I really don't like working, I prefer being a housewife, working you have to face "faker,hypocrite,or rival". I still prefer housewife. But too bad, no work no money, husband also cannot trust too much! Sad know! Realistic life!!*"
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Again, last midnight had a heart to heart talk with the young ones. (I mean e' 30years old and below ones), found out allot of things which I'm not gonna elaborate here. Since it's over.

As I said before in my previous post. I feel that I'm living for someone but not living for myself. I do also want to be myself like others. But to think of that, conflicts came out nowhere. "So why not I just be what they like"? Each day towards different people different roles. (of course, don't fake) However, good and bad. The bad is oneday I may get tired. & this kind of people will die first.----

---Just like when I'm with him, do you think e' real me can tolerate BF message other girls, even about study stuffs? Ans "NO" but I did it. I didn't even dare to say something. ARGH. Now to think over, I'm really a good GF please-.- But Guys just merely forget about some one they used to love in a blink of eyes. When girls just dwell upon it, cry like there's no tomorrow. * eh, one word"stupid!"* BAKABAKABAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

*STOP POUNDERING BAKA*

2008-11-06T22:22:00.006+08:00

Homed from work,

just first day offically being a finacial advisory, had asked to transferred to a "interview TM?"Gosh. Realistic people, just because I never fixed any appointment compared to my other girls. I can say, it's all about "luck". haha. But it's okay, I will be learning something new on tues. 4days off :D && maybe new boss suits me more, as I don't really like the stress I had, cause I'm always the" loser", loser at pursuaing people to fix an appointment with me... "but afterall, all client was good" (no rude one.)

haha. But still working same area as my girls. Can see them still, only different seats. Gosh, wish me goodluck. Goodluck for a better team to hangout in work(:

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Girlsgirls, yt,mt,tc.
Thanks for all the time, 4years, we have our ups and downs together. We are just like sisters. Yes, Quarrelled always had when something goes wrong, but we never failed to understand and hear eachother's mistake. Each has each roles, like a good adviser, good comfortmer, sweettalks(in a trueful way)and all. && again, I wont forget about it, and I'll vent my anger only to my blog next time but not you girls. Cos' is uber wrong. But wife, next time. "Dont ask toopid question la" Expectually when I'm like "moody".. && please assure me in my tagboard ohk. (each time you come in) cos' I now less of love. haha. && I promise I'll learn to live without him. &wait paitiently.
Loveya, muacks girls(:
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Boy, don't know why each time comes to your column, again tears tuck my eyelead. But I couldn't keep everything inside my heart. Haiz. Nevermind, hopefully you'll find a better girl! (but please, NOT NOW. Until I forget about you or don't love you anyMORE. Anyway, this year and next is not the right time for you to find. O LEVEL PLEASE(:

*hopefully positive thoughts will always bear in my mind :D*

(anyway, had a heart to heart talk with family, hopefully SOME missunderstandings was clearred? Hopefully, the one should like keep quiet, keep quiet.(mom) Hopefully, the one who must learn to speak up, speak up (dasao). && the one who always say "nothing la" will not say(bro) and the one, which is me.(+others if is like that) *please dont anyhow jump into conculsion. Learn to listen to both sides. *fair??* (mine is the worse one) --- i'mcrazy =x

ADIOS.

2008-11-06T11:57:00.003+08:00

Boy, without you what I really am? Without you I'm just a big fuck that vent anger on others. I didn't do it on purpose. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't like the places I'm living, I feel that I'm just living for someone but not myself. I feel that I'm living in a world with alot of fakers, and hypocrites. --

& when the innocent's was been vented by me, I feel guilty. Thanks for not holding grudges with me for years wife, and the others. I've been venting, hot tempered, every time when I'm alone. Boy, do I really looks like I'm independent? Do I really didn't need your care? I need pampered too, but all of them just ignored me. "It's okay I told myself, I told myself that I still have you" but NOW NO MORE~

Boy. Imissyou):

2008-11-05T11:22:00.008+08:00

NICE??? 7 COLOUR ROSES, IS NICE DAOOOOOOO SIAO!:D

Any MR. RIGHT wanna buy this for me?? LOL. (only million air can)

*But i think is fake rose*

Heyhey, I decided not to go MIA, haha. Still love blogging, though it will be similar thing that I'm talking about. "So, don't like uh. Goodbye lo :D" Hmm bytheway, I just came back from worktraining. Really, as a telemarketer wasn't easy, you've to answer alot of questions, and must reply it from the script. (still got recorder, though boss say is to protect us from unreasonable clients, but I think is to check on us. haha) && you must have large tolerates of paitients (as some client are rude) && less complaints, cause you have to seat on the chair for 4hours. (lmao)

"Hopefully I wont complaint boring." & I wish the four+liting can work tgt!! ):

PEOPLE. Always read this quotes into your mind " to live is to appreciate", even to the little things you had or hate in this world. I hate my life, hences to my living conditions, was great when there are more peace, less complaints and less conflicts + missunderstandings I was hearing from some particular people. It all due to w/o a bear in mind of" appreciation". I don't appreciate my life, but I don't blame on others but myself. I was born into a good,bad,worse and better condition. This is my life, though I hate it due to some of the things I hear or sees. (as you can say"this is my blog" so this is mine too"- whea else I can talk whatever things and "actmature" as I like.) & I admit, when there are more and more people coming into a particular places, there will be conflicts/grudges/hatred/or whatever. (so, I dont believe in "the more the merrier".) *unless everyone was so so understanding and put people into their shoes* (so, I cannot blame, but I've the right to say" since I think it was wrong".) Why? why can't human-beings appreciate? Why? why cant they be more understanding, and speak with righteous? As I said before from my previous post, "I hate backstabber" But I'll respect more of the "straightforward" because, he/she dare to get hated. But don't hate people... When you say something straight, you will be hatred. But at least, that particular person are being trueful!

Anyway, right now I cant speak up for anybody, even the kin one. Just to protect the places I'm living in and all. But, I was venting anger to myself and somebody innocent. "I'msorry to whoever I vented" Well, I will wait for the time to come. "the time for me to speak up". Waiting is good. Dont be too un-calm. But I pleaseeee to people out there "appreciate things you have".
After decade years, you'll understand what I mean, dont underestimate your child, they can be as rude as you after years. Being a mother, being a person, being who-ever isn't easy. & by loving and caring them, can creates chaos. "Many out there doesnt understands it, UNTIL they freaking become one of it". Lastly, you can't blame others that are giving you stress, stress is always controlled by you, try to accept people, you can be queen when young, but not forever. (nothing last forever) if you always live in your queen-land, you'll never be happy. Cause there are more people like you! Which is so tired!!

Okay. Enough, I'm just a 16 years old kid, that no "adults" will reconise. But FYI, you are wrong.

Random.

2008-11-04T10:33:00.006+08:00

Things isn't going the way I wanted, but I understand, I can't be the queen, so neither can YOU. There are many things I wanted to say long ago. Things that the so call "adults, or "someone" older are doing. I think, the smartest people are to "shutup". But no "talking behind the back please". I hate backstabber (:

I mean, you can gossip, but no backstab.
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Lastnight was the most terrible one since we've broke up. I don't know why, just out of the blue, I cried. Wellwell, No one knows, cause they are busy doing their own things. (But better not to know. So they wouldn't ask!) I asked him some stupid question last night, like, "do you still love me?" but I get a answer like "hais I dunno", "K" I seriously wanna know the real answer.):

I don't want to be like a normal friend with you, at least closer friend my dear, I still can't get used to (whole day no messages come from you). It's too late BAKA.)':
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(MY "MAYBE" LAST POST TILL GRADNIGHT")
Ayee. Anyway, tomorrow are going for work training. So may not be posting, since all the post are quiet stupid and similar. "So this may be the last post; FYI." Happy that liting and girls are there tomorrow, + someothers. Like friend gangbang. LOL:D
GOODLUCK.

RANDOM.

2008-11-03T19:00:00.006+08:00

*Random post*

YO.
Yeyeyey.
Wednesday will be going for worktraining, at bugis! Together with my 3 girls and Liting :D Excited yey? Ohk, but that place was super vintage and hiighhighhigh class, cause I think to count, there are like 40 storeys? Butden ours is at the 11 :D
Goodluck to me, just in class we're not offically hired! (goodluck to wife).
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Okay, I'm super tired today, when for starhub interview at GoldenMile Complex. Was also hired, and was going for training on wednesday too, but, we decided to quit xP
Sales are not our cup of tea. & moving from house to house to pursuae people are also not our type.(must have very thickskin).Thought that Tom/edmund are quiet funny to talk to. (not like a booss when he's just 18) & the worker there quite handsome. LOL. But "Sales" are definitely not for us, eventhough we are "Talkative".
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Hmm. I got to apologise for my "cb" here and "cb" there. Eversince then, when I broke up with him, I start to vent anger and say vulgarities. (ohmy, human are so "realistic")Hmm. But Don't know why. Maybe I'm just being my realself, and actually was so rough. (LOL). "SORRY" ......
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Today got one dummy asked me" do you still think about him ?" I replied"Ofcourse" without hesitation. I don't know laa. Relationship or whatever matters, I wanna closed case. But KCBX, Imissyou la!):

-Bye~